It’s getting more and more difficult to not think about upcoming months and events. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about getting the call about my shoulder surgery.
I’m 3 and 1/2 months into this year with absolutely no idea on when surgery could be. The weight of that grows more and more every single day that I do not hear news.
I’m going off the insurance I’ve had my entire life at the end of May and all I keep thinking is “it would be so nice to get this surgery done with before then”. I know that I will go onto my work insurance after that, but starting with an insurance company that has never dealt with everything I’ve endured, I can just see things going wrong.
And now another weight has been added to the pile I’m carrying, because after going to my dentist yesterday, she informed me that I will more than likely need to have dental surgery.
For once it would be a wonderful thing, if everything worked out the way I’ve planned for, or at least get a little better off.
The pain with my shoulder is getting more and more worse each day. At least with my right shoulder and my hip I got some sort of ideal time frame for when to expect things. Right now I just feel as though I’m stuck in a boat with no where to go.
I know the company and doctors are doing everything they can to help this process speed up, but its like we are moving with turtle speed.