It’s been quite a while since I’ve written anything. Lately it seems as though there isn’t much to write about. The one thing that I’ve been waiting for still has yet to happen. So I just continue this waiting game, which drives me crazy.
There has been no word yet on the developments for my shoulder replacement. Which is beyond frustrating. It’s not something I can ignore anymore.
It hurts to get dressed, it hurts to brush my hair, or wash my face. Lifting anything, with barely any weight is difficult. Holding something with that arm it difficult half the time I feel like its going to drop. I can only raise my arm with force.
I’ve been on quite a bit of medicine for pain and I still have pain.
I call the doctors office every few weeks, but there is no word, and so often I feel as though I should be doing something but don’t know what that something is.
Last I heard, we didn’t even have approval. Which means I constantly have the question in the back of my mind “how long is this going to take?” I’ve already been waiting 10 months.
Answers. That would be great. I feel like I should fight but I don’t even know where to start.