Figuring Life Out

The last several years have been a roller coaster of events.  Since 2010 life has just seemed like its been one thing after another.  Since 2010 I’ve had 2 shoulder replacements and 1 hip replacement.  I was finishing up college and trying to find out what I wanted to do in life.  I was trying to find out what career I wanted.  I started to focus on my life and where I was wanting it to go and what I wanted from life.

But I quickly became stuck in this pattern.  I realize now I wasn’t exactly living so much as I was just going through the movements of each day.

Over the last year and a half I really started to lose focus of things.

I lost my dad a little over a year ago and that was hard.  It has taken me this long to heal from that loss, but I am working on that now.

Last year I lost my grandmother too.  She was a great lady who I loved dearly.

I am hoping to start writing more freely with this blog (or at least with some things) because writing has always been my best form of therapy and one day I really do hope my story is out there for others to read…the whole story that is, so far I’ve picked and chosen what I want said.

I don’t know if its this new year, new attitude kind of thing or what but I haven’t been actually living life for a long time now and it is time I need to get things back on track.

 

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