The last several years have been a roller coaster of events. Since 2010 life has just seemed like its been one thing after another. Since 2010 I’ve had 2 shoulder replacements and 1 hip replacement. I was finishing up college and trying to find out what I wanted to do in life. I was trying to find out what career I wanted. I started to focus on my life and where I was wanting it to go and what I wanted from life.
But I quickly became stuck in this pattern. I realize now I wasn’t exactly living so much as I was just going through the movements of each day.
Over the last year and a half I really started to lose focus of things.
I lost my dad a little over a year ago and that was hard. It has taken me this long to heal from that loss, but I am working on that now.
Last year I lost my grandmother too. She was a great lady who I loved dearly.
I am hoping to start writing more freely with this blog (or at least with some things) because writing has always been my best form of therapy and one day I really do hope my story is out there for others to read…the whole story that is, so far I’ve picked and chosen what I want said.
I don’t know if its this new year, new attitude kind of thing or what but I haven’t been actually living life for a long time now and it is time I need to get things back on track.